So Simple....yet so complicated....

The present is called a present because it is a gift to be cherished, yet we are busy planning the future; why? Friends, family, money, health, success, happiness....we have it all, yet we feel incomplete; why? At times life is so simple, a neatly drawn portrait, a beautiful painting, yet it feels so complicated and cluttered; why?
I dont want to get away with it just by saying its human nature! Reasons and answers are important and i want to poke myself and search the answers; then another thought comes, does it is actually necessary to even bother myself and look for such answers; are these questions really valid; is it worth all the confusion and chaos??? Is it important to study such ironies and seek clarifications?
Parents...they are the support mechanism of our life, then why we have difference of opinion with them, why we want to break all the rules imposed by them, why is it that we think we have grown big enough not to be guided by them for every little thing and we should be let on our own to manage things in life, yet one miss them the most at  time when one is not with them, they are the ones who we remember the first every time we are in a mess and we need a helping hand; why?
They say friends are the real blessings.....is it so? then why do one feel bad about the actions/inactions of  friends....makes one think -is it a good idea to bank your emotions on friends or is it wise to be friends with people just for fun? Expectations, attachement and emotions become a part of relationship with friends without you even knowing this!
We fight with our siblings the most, hate them for taking our share of chocolates unduly and breaking the favorite toys, yet turn look up to them to seek every small advice and seek acceptance of all the small or big decisions in life we want to take; why? We take up a fight intentionally for petty issues with our girlfriend/boyfriend, just to see how the issue is resolved, how much importance is given and what sweet things are done to reconcile with you, we keep finding faults and blame with everyone for not being up to the expectations, yet she/he is the first person we seek to share small joys of life; why? its her/him we find to seek a shoulder to cry our heart out; why?
Life is so simple, yet we make it so complicated; why?

Go Live...

I frequently heard this term "GO LIVE(Laaive)" when i was working with Finacle in Infosys...;With my first blog..its...Sushant..GOing LIVE!!!
Since m beginning, i have no clue of the rules of the game, neither i hav an idea if at all are thr any rules or wat the game is all abt! One thing and the only thing i want to do is to write "Direct dil se....."
Of course i hav been inspired, its not that out of no where i suddenly decided to start writing :P, Thankyou - Tushar Arora("chote" as i call him)....for making me sensitive abt Qoute unQoute Blogging and the beauty of it!
Its been over 3 months since MBA have started and i have been living in some village near chennai(never thot this would ever happen)!!!. Everyday is a new beginning, a new promise made to myself, some fulfilled and some(many) broken! Long classes, hectic routine, never ending pre reads, mid terms, case studies, presentations, projects, submissions, quizzes  competitions, group meetings, village visits- by the end of the day i feel am a totally changed person. Each day is a value addition, each day is a shattering of old notions, each day is conceiving of new ideas...each day is a new life! Besides the hectic routine , we manage to find breather time, rush to mayajaal-catch a movie, fetch _____ , quick lunch/dinner @ mahaballipuram, all night parties in the room- makes me realize-theres a lot to life...and how we already have become managers (its a real challenge to manage doing all of this in mere 24 hrs god has given in a day!).
While i miss my olden golden friends till now everyday...at the same time i am getting to meet a new person everyday...picked up a few gems out of them n its now that i have started feeling rich enough to spend the rest of the year with them...finally i hav come to resonance with a few and i value them a lot...dil se dosti karna itna b aasaan nahi!
I guess that is what MBA is all about and i am happy sailing this joy ride...cheers to those who inspired, supported and guided me to have reached here and super cheers to the ones who are making this time of life...GO LIVE....